Thursday, 30 December 2010

far from perfect



FAR FROM PERFECT


WE ALL HAVE FAULTS NO MATTER WHO WE ARE
& MEMORIES SOME OF WHICH WILL HAVE LEFT A SCAR
NONE OF US ARE PERFECT AND WE HAVE TO ACCEPT
ONLY PAIN WILL COME FROM THINGS BETTER, IN THE PAST KEPT

THE FEELING THAT WE WERE WRONGED & HARD DONE BY
LIVING A LIFE WHEN WE WOULD LAUGH LESS THAN WE WOULD CRY
THOUGHTS OF OTHERS FAVOURED MORE THAN OURSELVES
FEELING LIKE WE WERE REDUNDANT LEFT ON THE SHELVES

REALITY IS THAT NO ONE IS PERFECT AND LIFE IS NEVER EASY
IT’S NOT A CASE OF MILLS & BOON, EASY PEASY LEMON SQUEEZY
SOME OF US STRUGGLE, DAY TO DAY TO DO OUR BEST
MANY WILL FALTER AND INEVITABLY FAIL THE TEST

AS A CHILD WE DON’T ALWAYS SEE THE DIFFICULTIES FACED
THE KINDS OF PRESSURES UNDER WHICH FAMILIES ARE PLACED
SOME OF US ARE STRONG ENOUGH TO BE ABLE TO COPE
SADLY THOUGH SOME ARE LEFT FLOUNDERING WITHOUT HOPE

DO WE HAVE THE RIGHT TO JUDGE THOSE WE FEEL CAME UP SHORT?
DO WE EVEN TRY TO UNDERSTAND OR GIVE THEM A SECOND THOUGHT?
WHO ARE WE TO SAY THAT WE ARE ANY BETTER THAN THEY
FOR WE TOO MIGHT BE JUDGED ONE DAY IN THE SAME WAY

SOME ARE UNABLE TO MANAGE BECAUSE THEY ARE UNPREPARED OR ILL 
NEVER ABLE TO MANAGE EVEN WITH THE GREATEST WILL
LIFE IS SHORT & WE ALL HAVE REGRETS OR DREAMS UNFULLFILLED
IS IT WORTH THE STRESS OR BAYING FOR BLOOD TO BE SPILLED?

THE ANSWER IS NO!! WE ALL HAVE SKELETONS & FAULTS TO HIDE
LIFE IS NEVER EASY BUT MORE LIKE A ROLLERCOASTER RIDE
WE ALL HAVE THE CHANCE TO MAKE THE FUTURE BRIGHT
TO JUDGE OTHERS, FIRST WE MUST STEP INTO THE LIGHT

ONLY WHEN WE ARE PERFECT AND CARRY A HALO ABOVE OUR HEAD
CAN WE TRULY BE JUDGE AND JURY OVER THOSE WE WISH TO TRED
IT DOES NO GOOD TO HARBOR ANGER, HATE, OR DRAG UP THE PAST
INSTEAD WE SHOULD THINK AND LEARN BEFORE ASPERTIONS ARE CAST


Monday, 27 December 2010

JUST A FOOL TO BELIEVE


JUST A FOOL TO BELIEVE



LIKE THE FLIP OF A SWITCH, AS IF BY MAGIC
SUCH A FOOL HOW COMPLETELY TRAGIC
SUDDENLY CENTRE OF ATTENTION SPOTLIGHT ON ME
HOW COULD I BE SO BLIND AS NOT TO SEE

CAUGHT IN YOUR WEB LIKE A BLACK WIDOW SPIDER
AFTER SO MUCH HEARTACHE I SHOULD BE WISER
NO ENCOURAGEMENT NEEDED, YOU TOOK THE LEAD
MISSED WARNINGS AND SIGNS I DIDN’T READ

THE USUAL STUFF YOU KNOW HOW THE STORY GOES
FOLLOWED BY THE AWFUL SMELL THAT KILLS YOUR NOSE
BULLSHIT FLYING AROUND BUT LOVE IS AN AMAZING DISGUISE
BLINDING YOU TO WHAT IS RIGHT BEFORE YOUR EYES

LOSING FAITH IN FINDING SOMEONE HONEST AND TRUE
WHY DID I FALL HOOK LINE AND SINKER FOR YOU
EVEN AFTER ALL THOSE MESSAGES SENT & MESSAGES RECEIVED
HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SO EASILY DECEIVED

SUDDENLY IT CLICKS AND THE LIGHT COMES ON
WHEN THEY REALISE YOU WANT MORE & THEN THEIR GONE
ONLY INTERESTED IN A ONE NIGHT STAND, CASUAL FLING
THEN IT’S OVER, RIGHT ON CUE THE FAT LADY STARTS TO SING

THEN YOU GET MAYBE, NOT SURE!! THEY CAN’T DECIDE
WHEN ALL THE TIME THEY ARE TAKING YOU FOR A RIDE
THEY JUST WANT TO HAVE THEIR CAKE AND EAT IT WHILE THE CAT’S AWAY
BUT IN THE END YOU KNOW THAT THEY WILL ALWAYS STAY

LIKE ACTING BLIND YOU NEVER SEE THE SCRIPT
ULTIMATELY ENDING UP WITH YOUR HEART FROM YOUR BODY BEING RIPPED
HARSH AS IT SEEMS THEY HAVE NO REMORSE WITH THEIR EVIL SCHEMES
HAPPY TO DANCE ON SOMEONE ELSES ROMANTIC DREAMS






HOW CAN I TELL

HOW CAN I TELL

IS THERE A SIGN IS THERE A SET OF RULES
DO I POSSES THE RIGHT SKILLS OR SET OF TOOLS
WHAT IS THE FORMULA FOR WORKING IT OUT
BEFORE I BECOME GREY AND BEGIN TO SHOUT

CAN YOU IMAGINE A MORE COMPLEX WAY OF THINKING
UNDERSTANDING WOMEN IS ENOUGH TO MAKE YOU START DRINKING
WITH SO MANY TYPES YOU’RE ALREADY LAGGING BEHIND
THEIR SHEAR COMPLEXITY IS ENOUGH TO BLOW YOUR MIND

NOW HAVING SEVEN SISTERS YOU THINK WOULD GIVE YOU A START
MORE OFTEN THAN NOT MORE LIKE THE HORSE BEFORE THE CART
TALKING AND UNDERSTANDING IS EASY WHEN HELPING OUT A MATE
THE CHAOS COMES WHEN HEADING TOWARDS FLIRTING OR A DATE

WHEN YOU’VE BEEN PLAYED SO MANY TIMES YOU FEEL IN NEED OF REPAIR
IN TODAYS WORLD IT SEEMS THE NORM TO BE ABUSE WITHOUT CARE
PUSH THE RIGHT BUTTONS AND YOU’RE HOOKED ON THE LINE
COMPLETELY SMITTEN THE WORLD IS WONDERFUL AND FINE

ALWAYS PICKING THE USERS OR THOSE WITH A SUITCASE OF CRAP
UNABLE TO SEE THE WARNING SIGNS INEVITABLY FALLING INTO THEIR TRAP
JUST AFTER FUN THOUGH THEY HIDE THEIR TRUE INTENT
SAYING SO MUCH THOUGH NONE OF IT IS EVER REALLY MEANT

MESSAGES SHARED THE FEELINGS START TO GROW
THEN THEY SAY HEY TOO FAST YOU HAVE TO TAKE IT SLOW
WELL FORGIVE MY AMAZEMENT I WAS ONLY TAKING YOUR LEAD
MAYBE IT SHOULD BE “SHOW ME THE RULES” BEFORE WE PROCEED

IS THE AGE OF ROMANCE AND CHIVALRY COMPLETELY DEAD
WHY DO WOMEN SEEM TO LIKE COMPLETE ASSHOLES INSTEAD
FORGIVE ME FOR BEING LOVING AND KIND AND HOPELESSLY BLIND
BUT THAT’S THE WAY I WAS CREATED AND THANKFULLY DESIGNED

SOON YOU HEAR LET’S TAKE A BREAK THIS IS TOO INTENSE
TO WHICH I REPLY PLEASE DON’T INSULT MY INTELLIGENCE
BE HONEST & SAY YOU ONLY WANTED A FLING & NOT THE WHOLE DEAL
BECAUSE BELIEVE ME ACTING LIKE THAT YOU LOSE YOUR APPEAL

THEN AS IF BY MAGIC, YOU KNOW IT’S COMING, NO LONGER REQUIRED
YOU’RE VISA FOR LOVE HAS APPARENTLY WITH IMMEDIATE EFFECT EXPIRED
TO KEEP ON TRYING IS IT WORTH THE HEARTACHE AND DESPAIR
THESE TYPE OF WOMEN SHOULD COME WITH A WARNING “BEWARE”


DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DO



DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DO



DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DO OR DO YOU EVEN CARE
ARE YOU ALWAYS IN CONTROL OR COMPLETELY UNAWARE
DO YO TAKE EACH DAY WITH COMPLETE DISREGARD
ARE YOU KIND AND CARING OR SIMPLY COLD AND HARD

WHEN YOU MEET FOR THE FIRST TIME ARE YOU GENUINE & TRUE
OR IS THERE ALWAYS AN ULTERIOR MOTIVE IN WHAT YOU DO
DO FEELINGS MATTER OR ARE THEY JUST FOR SHOW
IF REAL EMOTION HIT YOU ON THE NOSE WOULD YOU EVEN KNOW

WHEN YOU TALK, WHEN YOU SMILE, WHEN YOU LAUGH, WHEN YOU CRY
IS IT ALL FOR REAL OR JUST A SKILLFULLY CRAFTED LIE
CAN YOU EVEN BEGIN TO UNDERSTAND CONSEQUENCES OF YOUR ACTIONS
ARE YOU EVEN REMOTELY AFFECTED BY ANOTHERS PAIN OR PEOPLES REACTIONS

DO YOU HAVE ANY NIGHTMARES THAT HAUNT YOUR SLEEP
OR TIMES WHEN YOU FEEL ASHAMED AND UNCONTROLLABLY WEEP
IS THE DAY LIKE A KNIFE STABBING YOU IN THE BACK
REMINDING YOU THAT YOU’RE HEART IS COLD AND BLACK

IF SOMETHING WAS IMPORTANT WOULD YOU EVEN CARE
OR STAND WITH A BLANK EXPRESSION AND SIMPLY STARE
IS IT TOO LATE TO CHANGE WHAT YOU HAVE BECOME
OR ARE YOU SIMPLY BEYOND HELP HARDENED AND NUMB

TRYING TO UNDERSTAND THOUGH, THROUGH THE HAZE IT’S HARD TO SEE
WHAT IT WAS THAT MADE YOU REMOTELY INTERESTING TO ME
STRANGE HOW YOU CAN EASILY BE TAKEN IN BY KIND WORDS AND A SMILE
BELIEVEING EVERYTHING IS OK WHEN REALLY YOU ARE IN DENIAL

WITH AGE COMES WISDOM WITH LIFE COMES EXPERIENCE
MAYBE ONE DAY YOU WILL LEARN TO TRULY LOVE WITHOUT THE PRETENCE
ALWAYS YOU’RE WAY THE EXPRESSION “SELFISH” NEVER MORE APT OR TRUE
MAYBE ONE DAY YOU WILL UNDERSTAND WHEN SOMEONE SAYS “DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DO”




Friday, 24 December 2010

drama queen


Drama queen

You know the type, always looking to take centre stage
Heaven help you if you should fail to involve or engage
Driving you crazy, everything has to end up as a drama
Head in hands praying to find some peaceful karma

No matter what the subject or crisis is, you know what’s next
God forbid you might intervene & leave them seriously vexed
Thinking that they are better or more important than you  
No matter what the outcome, they will always believe this to be true

Even if there is nothing at all worth worrying about
They will turn it around without a shadow of a doubt
Always creating chaos and unnecessary tension
And woe betide you if you should even dare to mention

Looks on faces as you sense the growing frustration
Lost for words is it even worth trying to give an explanation
Whatever is said you might as well speak to yourself
As the alternative could seriously damage your health

No win situation whatever you do your bound to be wrong
Might as well just wait for the fat lady to start singing her song
The ironic thing is everyone else ends up getting stressed
How lucky they are to be so perfect and heavenly blessed

Everything their way or not at all, you can take your pick
I for one would like to be alone in a room with them & a very large stick
You just want to scream, but you know it will only get worse
Help I’m going insane can someone please get me to a nurse

Stopping now before I go crackers, completely insane
Accepting the fact that that all my stressing will be in vain
And please don’t for one minute believe that I enjoy being mean
But sometimes the last thing you need is a drama queen








Thursday, 23 December 2010

the way it's meant to be


THE WAY IT’S MEANT TO BE




WILL IT CHANGE OR WILL IT STILL REMAIN?
THE EMPTINESS INSIDE, FILLED WITH PAIN
CAN MY BROKEN HEART EVER TRULY MEND?
WILL I FIND SOMEONE ON WHOM I CAN DEPEND?

CAN TOMORROW BE ANY BETTER THAN IT IS TODAY?
OR WILL IT JUST CARRY ON THE SAME IN ITS USUAL WAY
IS FAITH WORTH BELEIVING IN, IS IT WORTH HAVING HOPE?
SHOULD I STAY AND FIGHT OR IS IT EASIER TO ELOPE?

LEARNING TO TRUST AND FIND HAPPINESS AGAIN
SOMETIMES FEELING LIKE YOUR EFFORTS ARE IN VAIN
CAN YOU EVER REALLY FEEL THAT WAY AGAIN, HAPPY CAREFREE?
OR IS IT SIMPLY THAT THIS IS THE WAY IT’S MEANT TO BE

ALL AROUND YOU THE SPECTRUM OF A COMPLICATED LIFE
THE DAILY TRAUMA COMBINED WITH ALL THE TROUBLE AND STRIFE
PEOPLE TAKING FOR GRANTED THE BLESSINGS THEY HAVE BEEN GIVEN
SOME RELAXED THOUGH MOST ARE HARDENED AND DRIVEN

THOUGH NOT DESPERATE THE OLDER WE GET THE HARDER WE TRY
FOR TIME IS SHORT & WE ARE ALL TOO AWARE HOW QUICKLY IT PASSES US BY
IF NOT CAREFUL WE CAN END UP IN A RUT AND GRIND TO A HALT
OR SIMPLY MAKE EXCUSES & ALWAYS MAKE IT SOMEONE ELSES FAULT

ON OUR SOAP BOX OF SORROW BEMOANING OUR TERRIBLE FATE
IF WE ARE NOT CAREFUL WE WILL FIND THAT IT’S ALREADY TOO LATE
LIFE IS FOR LIVING AND EACH MOMENT IS TO BE TREASURED
FOR THE PRICE OF TRUE HAPPINESS CAN NEVER BE MEASURED

LIFE IS A GAMBLE AND EACH DAY IS LIKE A SPIN ON THE WHEEL OF ROULETTE
THE OUTCOME OF WHICH IS THE RESULT OF OUR CAREFULLY PLACED BET
IN LIFE WE MAKE OUR OWN LUCK WHETHER RESTRICTED OR FREE
SO LIVE LIFE TO THE FULL AND NOT SIMPLY THE WAY IT’S MEANT TO BE




to see or not to see


TO SEE OR NOT TO SEE






Sight is what lies in front of us
Vision is what lies ahead of us
To what extent are we truly aware?
& if the truth be told would we even care?

The present is the here and now
The future is out there to achieve somehow
Some driven by ambitions and hopeless schemes
Whatever it takes! Whatever the cost! to achieve their dreams

Are we blinded to the problems that we face?
Or merely blinkered sinking without a trace
With so much at our disposal we have what it takes
More haste less speed if we are to avoid mistakes

The more we push the limits the higher the stakes
The chain only as strong as the weakest link before it breaks
Our past excesses and greed coming back to haunt
The proverbial “I told you so” a constant taunt

Making changes as we count the growing cost
Reality hits home, acutely aware that all was nearly lost
How did we fall so quickly and crumble so fast?
Is anything in today’s world ever truly meant to last?

Excuses and lies to hide our shameful disregard
No easy retreat, recovery will be long and hard
Beyond our control our pitiful defense
Masquerading as something other than false pretense

Lessons must be learned if we are to ever fully recover
There is still so much to achieve and for us to discover
With limited choices decisions will be hard to make
How well we will do depends upon the action we take



my poem for you


MY POEM FOR YOU






MY POEM FOR YOU WRITTEN FROM THE HEART
A JOURNEY OF LOVE THAT HAS JUST BEGUN
FILLED WITH HAPPINESS THOUGH SAD WHEN APART
A MEETING OF HEARTS, WHEN TWO BECOME ONE

INSTANT ATTRACTION WHEN TWO SOULS CONNECT
WHEN PULSES RACE AND HEARTS BEAT FASTER
AS EMOTIONS TAKE OVER QUICKER THAN YOU EXPECT
WHISKED AWAY AMIDST THE FAIRYTALE FOREVER AFTER

UNSPOKEN WORDS AN ORCHESTRA OF SILENT SOUNDS
THE MOST EXQUISITE EYES AND SOFT SWEET LIPS
THE VELVET CASE WITHIN WHICH MY HEART POUNDS
BUTTERFLIES AND WEAKNESS WITH EACH BEAT MY HEART SKIPS

THE SOFTEST SKIN SMOOTH LIKE SILK THE SWEETEST CARESS
COUNTING THE TIME UNTIL WE CAN BE TOGETHER AGAIN
WITH ELEGANCE, GRACE, AND AMAZING BEAUTY YOU ARE BLESSED
LONGING TO HOLD YOU AND FEEL YOU BEFORE I GO INSANE

CAPTIVATING SMILE, HEADS TURN AS YOU ENTER THE ROOM
SO FEW WORDS COULD EVER DO JUSTICE TO THE WONDER OF YOU
ANGELS SING IN HARMONY THE MOST ENCHANTING TUNE
A TRULY WONDERFUL LADY WITH A HEART SO WARM AND TRUE

THE FRAGRANCE & COLOUR OF A SUMMERS DAY WITH FLOWERS IN BLOOM
STARRY SKY NO CLOUDS IN SIGHT, UPON THE WATERS EDGE MOONS REFLECTION
WHEN SADNESS SURROUNDS WITH YOUR SPIRIT YOU LIFT THE GLOOM
NEVER BEFORE HAVE I FELT, OR COULD I EVER IMAGINE SUCH A CONNECTION

NO WRITTEN RULE OR DEFINED CODE CAN EVER SHACKLE THIS RAW EMOTION
SIMPLE WORDS, WHY COMPLICATE WHEN YOU ARE TRYING TO EXPRESS A LOVE SO TRUE
THE MOMENT YOU KNOW, WHEN YOU FEEL SUCH OVERWHELMING DEVOTION
FROM THE HEART THESE WORDS ARE WRITTEN WITH LOVE IN MY POEM FOR YOU


lost

lost




Lonely and broken nothing to give
I have no desires or wishes to live
All that keeps me going is my boys
Everything else is a mishmash of noise

Happiness evades me whenever I call
Every single time upon the sword I fall
Rejection greats me like an old school friend
Sick of being alone, when will it end

Why does it always feel so good at the Start?
Then it slowly rips to shreds your beating heart
Am I crazy, mad, or evil is that the reason
Should I be beaten and whipped then tried for treason

Working helps but it cannot hide the pain I feel
Life is like a runaway car with me at the wheel
On a collision course to crash and burn
Life is one long lesson but will I ever learn

Like watching a movie you never quite understand
However hard I try nothing ever goes as planned
Even if I had the answers I’m sure I’d still be wrong
Endless turmoil inside my head wondering where I belong

Like a chameleon changing to suit the situation
Front page story, headline news without the information
Will I ever truly understand what it means to be happy and free?
Or will I forever languish in the fires of hell for all eternity




just another day


JUST ANOTHER DAY





INCREDIBLY HAPPY, SAD, EXCITING OR DULL
SO MUCH TO DO OR SIMPLY NOTHING AT ALL
BORING AS HELL OR THE BEST DAY YOU CAN EVER RECALL
THE MOST AMAZING HIGH OR THE HARDEST FALL

FULL OF ENTERTAINMENT OR OUT OF CONTROL
CLIMBING A MOUNTAIN OR FALLING DOWN A HOLE
BIZARRE RIDICULOUS, NOT WHAT YOU WOULD EXPECT
TRYING YOUR HARDEST TO IMPRESS, BUT WITH LITTLE EFFECT

DO YOU GIVE UP OR DO YOU TRY TO MAKE THE BEST?
SALVAGING SOMETHING FROM THE MESS WITH RENEWED ZEST
DO YOU STOP AND THINK THERE MUST BE ANOTHER WAY?
OR RESIGN YOURSELF TO THE FACT THAT IT’S JUST ANOTHER DAY

ANOTHER SLEEPLESS NIGHT UNABLE TO RELAX OR UNWIND
ENDLESS FEELINGS EMOTIONS RUNNING THROUGH YOUR MIND
SEARCHING FOR STABILITY AND STRESSLESS CAREFREE DAYS
STILL AFFECTED BY WHATS GONE BEFORE, SO HARD TO ERASE

STUCK IN A RUT OR EVEN WHEN YOU FEEL DOWN IN THE DUMPS
ALWAYS REMEMBER LIFE CAN BE SMOOTH WITHOUT THE LUMPS
IT’S NOT ALWAYS ABOUT HERE TODAY AND GONE TOMORROW
OR THE BATTLE BETWEEN HAPPINESS, PAIN, JOY OR SORROW

IT’S ABOUT LOOKING FORWARD AND MAKING THE MOST OF OUR TIME
ALWAYS POSITIVE, NOT LOOKING AT IT LIKE A MOUNTAIN TO CLIMB
OTHERWISE WHY DO WE BOTHER WHY DO WE CARRY ON?
SHOULD WE JUST GIVE UP AND DESTROY, UNTILL ALL IS GONE?

THE MORAL OF THE STORY IS NO MATTER WHAT, COME WHAT MAY
THROUGH ALL THE EXCITEMENT MADNESS AND EVERYTHING YOU DO AND SAY
ENJOY LIFE AND EVERYTHING IT HAS TO OFFER AND BRING YOUR WAY
THEN MAYBE JUST MAYBE LIFE WON’T BE JUST ANOTHER DAY






a lonely star


A LONELY STAR



I WANDER THIS LAND A LONELY STAR
TIRED AND WEARY, HAVE TRAVELED FAR
WHERE I AM AT OR WHERE I SHOULD BE
PERHAPS IN TIME ALL WILL BECOME CLEARER TO ME

SHINING BRIGHT THOUGH EMPTY INSIDE
MANY RIVERS CREATED WITH THE TEARS IVE CRIED
MANY HOPES SHATTERED UNDER THE WEIGHT OF EXPECTATION
MY FRAILTY AND FALLIBILITY, APPARENT UNDER EXAMINATION

I GAZED UPON YOU, HOPING YOU WOULD SMILE
OVERWHELMED BY YOUR BEAUTY AND ELEGANT STYLE
SO MANY NIGHTS SPENT ENDLESSLY DREAMING OF YOU
HOPING THAT ONE DAY MY DREAMS WOULD COME TRUE

FEELING TRAPPED IMPRISIONED BY THE NIGHT
MY ONLY REPRIEVE DAY BREAK, AND DAWNS FIRST LIGHT
UPON THE PATHS CREATED WITH THOUGHTS OF YOU
A JOURNEY OF DISCOVERY TO FIND A HEART SO TRUE

DOUBTS! MY LOCK & CHAIN!! HOPE! MY KEY TO RELEASE THE PAIN!
IF MY PRAYERS ARE ANSWERED WILL MY FEAR STILL REMAIN
CAN I JUMP THE HURDLES OF UNCERTAINTY & REACH THE WIRE
OR FOREVER SHALL I BE DESTINED TO LANGUISH IN HELLS FIRE

MY PAGE STILL UNWRITTEN MY FUTURE UNDISCOVERED
SHIPWRECKED ON THE ROCKS OF LIFE WAITING TO BE RECOVERED
A RETURNING SOUL ANOTHER CHAPTER TO BE WRITTEN
RENEWED WITH ENERGY AND DESIRE TOTALLY SMITTEN

WILL OUR HEARTS FOREVER REMAIN ENTWINED?
WILL OUR LOVE BE COMPLETE BODY SOUL AND MIND?
WILL HAPPINESS BE ENSURED AND ENRICH OUR LOVE
OR FOREVER SHALL I REMAIN THE LONELY STAR ABOVE





don't stop beleiving


DON’T STOP BELIEVING







BEYOND THE STARS WHERE THE ANGELS GAZE
WITHIN MY MINDS DREAM FILLED INTRICATE MAZE
AN ACHING HEART LONGS TO FEEL LOVE AGAIN
AND BANISH FOREVER THE HURT ANGER AND PAIN 

SO LONG IN THE WILDERNESS HIDDEN AWAY
UNABLE TO TRUST OR BELIEVE IT WILL BE OK
SEARCHING FOR THAT SOMEONE WHO SETS YOU ALIGHT
BEING ABLE TO KNOW THAT IT WILL ALL BE ALRIGHT

STARTING EACH DAY RENEWED WITH BELIEF AND HOPE
POSITIVE ATTITUDE DEFINITELY IF YOU’RE EXPECTING TO COPE
NO MATTER WHAT YOU HAVE OR WHATEVER YOU DO
IT’S IMPORTANT THAT YOU HAVE SOMETHING JUST FOR YOU

HELPING OTHERS BRINGS ITS OWN PRICELESS REWARDS
LIKE PLAYING A GUITAR ALWAYS HITTING THE RIGHT CHORDS
SOMETIMES THOUGH IT’S NOT ALL HAPPINESS AND BLISS
ESPECIALLY WHEN PEOPLE START TAKING THE P—S

BEING KIND AND CARING IS OFTEN SEEN AS BEING WEAK
NOT SO MUCH THE ROARING LION BUT MILD AND MEEK
YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE AND THAT WILL ALWAYS REMAIN
SO NEVER GIVE UP OR BELIEVE YOUR EFFORTS ARE IN VAIN

AROUND THE CORNER OR OVER THE VERY NEXT HILL
THERE IS ALWAYS SOMETHING TO STRENGTHEN YOUR WILL
THE BELIEF TO KEEP GOING WHEN ALL COMES CRASHING DOWN
AND AS OFTEN AS POSSIBLE WEARING A SMILE HIDING THE FROWN

DUST YOURSELF DOWN AND PICK UP THE REINS
REGAIN THE STRENGTH AND FORGET THE ACHES AND PAINS
THROUGH ALL THE CRAP SEE THE TRUTH WITHIN THE DECEIVING
AND ABOVE ALL ELSE DON’T STOP BELEIVING




across a crowded room


ACROSS A CROWDED ROOM






ACROSS A CROWDED ROOM TIME STOOD STILL
UNABLE TO MOVE, EYES FIXED FOCUSED ON YOU
A MOMENT CAPTURED FRAMED IN TIME
TRULY MAJESTIC SIMPLY BEAUTIFUL, SUBLIME

THROUGH A SEA OF PEOPLE AND WALL OF SOUND
MOVING SWIFTLY FEET DON’T TOUCH THE GROUND
APPROACHING YOUR SIDE, NERVOUS TONGUE TIED
ACHING SO MUCH TO SHARE THESE FEELINGS INSIDE

STUTTER AND STUMBLE FEELING LIKE SUCH A FOOL
PLANNED IN MY HEAD HOW I WOULD BE SWARTH AND COOL
BEST LAID PLANS FIRMLY KICKED OUT THE DOOR
DIGNITY AND PRIDE LYING IN SHAME UPON THE FLOOR

IN DREAMS THIS IS THE MOMENT SHE LAUGHS & YOU’RE IN WITH A CHANCE
BUT IN REALITY YOU KNOW THERE WILL BE NO ROMANCE
WALKING AWAY WITH TAIL BETWEEN LEGS CURSING YOUR LUCK
BLAMING YOURSELF AND REPEATING THE WORD THAT RHYMES WITH TRUCK

LIKE A BIKE AFTER YOU FALL GET STRAIGHT BACK ON
AND LICK YOUR WOUNDS UNTIL HEALED AND GONE
HAVE FAITH AND BELIEF THAT YOUR LUCK WILL CHANGE
MIRACLES CAN HAPPEN NO MATTER HOW UNBELEIVABLE OR STRANGE

GETTING IT RIGHT TAKES TIME AND PLENTY OF EFFORT AND WORK
LADIES WANT TO BE ROMANCED BY A GENTLEMAN AND NOT A JERK
SOMETIMES WHEN YOU LOOK YOU CAN’T SEE THE WOOD FOR THE TREES
THOUGH EVEN TAKING IT SLOWLY WON’T ALWAYS MAKE IT A BREEZE

WHEN THE MOMENT ARRIVES IT’S HARD TO HOLD BACK OR EVEN DISGUISE
THE EMOTIONS YOUR FEELING REFLECTED IN YOUR GAZING EYES
BUT LOVE IS MUCH MORE THAN PASSION, COMMITTNENT LOWS AND HIGHS
IT’S ABOUT TRUTH, FAITHFULLNESS, PATIENCE & HONESTY WITHOUT THE LIES






 

a life bereft of love



A LIFE BEREFT OF LOVE




Incomplete, unfulfilled locked in a box trapped concealed
A life without love is to be hidden away never revealed
How it feels to be with that special someone, never knowing
How could you ever be with a partner without ever showing?

Where would we be, how would we act if we felt emotion and failed to react
Always in the back of our minds knowing there was something we had lacked
Cutting off your nose to spite your face bereft of love in an empty space
Akin to drifting in an ocean of unhappiness & despair sinking without trace

Love is not just in the feelings we show to one another but in the things we do
Helping with disasters, causes, those in need and loved one’s closest to you
It enriches our lives and helps us to grow and to look forward to tomorrow
Without it we are only certain of a lifeless world filled with pain and sorrow

We can embrace or choose to disregard but life without love will hit us hard
Forget color creed or race we live in a world in which discrimination should have no place
We can talk & fight, argue who is wrong or right or against others show hate and spite
But we must always remember that not everything in life is black and white

Love can break barriers and tear down walls, building bridges where conflict exists
Nothing is ever straight forward or easy though and there will be turns and twists
Beware of our failings, like an artist in control of the picture he paints
If we act in the right way when held to account we should have no complaints